that was the longest 2 days of my life.
we finally got past our stupid little break, and we’re going to work though this. shes the love of my life, and I could never really leave her.
this is gonna be a long weekend
we agreed to not talk this weekend to see if it would make a difference in our situation right now. I hope it works and we realize that we really need each other, because we started this last night… and I already miss her. Jesus this sucks. just come back to me. I miss you.
im really considering making this a career now, because im starting to see that this is something I really like to do, and hopefully when we’re back together ill be able to give her the best life and provide everything for her. I told you ill do anything for you, and I promise I still will.
i miss her already
we’re “broken up”. after 6 months of me being away and almost 2 YEARS together, the distance became too much to handle. we’re not weak, just not ready. we’re still soo in love with each other though, that’s what makes this the hardest. this would be so much easier if I hated her right now, but I don’t. Shes the love of my life and always will be. I still plan to marry her one day, we just need a refresher. hopefully when im home next we’ll realize how much we truly need each other, and we’ll be able to fix it. im so scared of what will happen until then, but I guess this is the test. if you ready this babe, Keep your head up, youre still my girl, and I love you with all my heart. ill see you soon.
